Subhana Allaah it scares me to see so many people around me just get misguided and tread a path that is not pleasing to Allaah swt. Our hearts are between Allaah’s fingers, He can flip them whenever He wants. One minute I can wake up upon the deen, and the next second I can become a kafir. Allaahul musta’aan.
May Allaah swt protect us and strengthen our emaan. May He guide us to His straight path and may we all die as firm Muslims.
And let my gratitude for what You have taken away from me be more abundant than my gratitude for what You have given me.